Wednesday, September 26, 2012

12. A LITTLE WORK

Time has slipped by. I have gone almost nowhere since the last post, in order to save gas. Tomorrow morning I go in at 9AM for orientation. This is the little parttime job at the big retail store I mentioned before. This means I will get a schedule, put in a full eight hours, and begin to look forward to a meagre check in about three weeks' time. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping to stay in the bank account black until then. I don't seem to have any wealthy friends or relatives I could borrow a hundred bucks from to tide me over until then. How fondly I look back on the days when I operated the 'Bank of Vic' and was blessed to be able to make small loans to friends and family. There will come a time once more, when my generosity can be expressed again, as well as offering a helping hand to others in positions such as this. In the mean time, I am taking unabashed advantage of any freebies I come across. It is too far to drive to the Meals on Wheels program right now when I have no extra driving money. For the price of the gallon of gas it would take to get there and back, I could walk to BK and get a Jr. Whopper and fries. The on-line job search through the WorkForce One program is not working out well due to technical difficulties. Due to the gasoline situation, I have not been back to their office to participate in any of the networking opportunities. That will have to wait until the little parttime job gets me some gas money. All of these little issues are challenges to test my abilities at good stewardship. Temptations continue to abound, and determining which, if any I can allow myself to succumb to is the big decsion on a daily basis. Remembering each day, if only for a few moments, that our Universe is infinite and filled with infinite blessings for all is a task, a duty, and a healing release. Good abounds. Availing ourselves of all that Great Spirit provides is only a challenge because we forget how powerful our thoughts and words are. How many of our thoughts each day are spent on negativity? Impatience affirms belief in limitation. Anger affirms a lack of harmony. Whining affirms a sense of vicitmization. If you look to the right hand side of this page, you will see that I have placed St. Francis' Prayer for Peace in the margin. This is a good reminder of some of the things which we are able to do to lighten the load for ourselves as we do so for others. Living a life of prayer, so long as it is prayer of positive blessing and affirmation leads to manifestation of good. It really does work. Sometimes there seems to be a big pile of stuff keeping us from our task of manifesting good for ourselves and others, doesn't there? I guess its a little like yard work or housecleaning. We might not think its a lot of fun, and there are always other things to do instead, but once we do it, we feel so much better, and so does everyone around us.

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